Blood and Bone
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IMDB rating: 6.40 Plot: In Los Angeles, an ex-con (White) takes the underground fighting world by storm in his quest to fulfill a promise to a dead friend. |
Actors: White Michael Jai,Sands Julian,Walker Eamonn,Basco Dante,Sapp Bob,Williams Dick Anthony,Ferguson Kevin ‘Kimbo Slice’,Yuan Ron,Aldridge David,Alexander Robbie,Anthony Melvin,Arrias Daniel,Baker Sala,Action,Drama,Action,Drama,
self injury, a few questions..?
So I self injure, but, its not really that serious, I use sicsers (idk how to spell that, just those things you cut paper with) but I bleed a few drops of blood each time I cut. I cut about two times a week. My reasons for cutting are that I am depressed, and I feel dirty and stupid and when i cut all of that goes away. I do not feel like stopping, because it helps me in a weird way. So a few questions about it:
- Is this really cutting or am I just being a poser
- Is this a serious problem (only twice a week, btw, I’ve been doing this for about two weeks)
- I currently dont and never have cut on my wrist, I’ve heard this gives the best effect but I can see several veins on my wrist and they like are really close to the skin, is this normal or do I just have small bones (I know that some people have fatter wrists than others)
I know its a problem and that I need to stop, but im getting counselling and everything so don’t bother trying to talk me out of it, it won’t work over the internet lol.
thanks and only respectful answers please.
You need to get out of it when you can. I too started by just doing barely there shallow cuts, but quickly progressed to deep wide ones…you don’t want that to happen to you because it’s very hard to get out of and very addictive. You should tell your counselor that you cut yourself, even if it was only 2 times. Just don’t do it anymore. It’s not that serious yet, but it can get serious pretty quickly. It is the underlying problem that is the problem, i.e. the reasons you are cutting/what is driving you to cut yourself, and if it is driving you to cut yourself, then yes it is serious.
Some alternatives are: running, listening to angry music, going to the gym and lifting weights, punching a pillow or pounding on a punching bag, screaming, writing poetry.,…there are countless alternatives but i understand how hard it is to make yourself go for the alternatives instead of cutting. You can use the 15 minute rule,, when you feel like cutting tell yourself you will wait 15 minutes before you do and in the 15 minutes do one of the alternatives and if at the end of the 15 minutes you still want to cut, go ahead, or continue with 15 more minutes, then 15 more minutes, et cetera, depending on how strong you feel. And you can let the urges pass in and out of you like a wave.
trappedfallingscreaming | Feb 08, 2010
to answer your questions
yes that really is cutting & no you are not a poser
even though you’ve just started IT IS a serious problem
the wrist part is normal~and the veins are really close to the skin there









